The nerves are back, and Cleveland Indians manager Terry Francona couldn't be happier: MLB Insider
Spring training was enjoyable, but the true excitement about returning to the helm of a big-league team wasn't real for Terry Francona until the night before the season's first game in Toronto. (Chuck Crow, The Plain Dealer)
By Paul Hoynes, The Plain Dealer
on April 07, 2013 at 5:00 AM, updated April 07, 2013 at 5:09 AM
TAMPA, Fla. -- It hit him Tuesday night during a double dose of national anthems. Somewhere between "Oh say can you see" and "Oh, Canada" Terry Francona said "Whoa, what have I got myself into here?"
After a year away, he was back managing in the big leagues. He'd gone through eight weeks of spring training, managed 35 Cactus League games, but that still didn't prepare him for the weight he felt just before the Indians opened the season against Toronto.
"I wasn't expecting it," said Francona. "It was like 'Bam.' They gave me this responsibility. People I care about. I don't want to let them down."
He thought about the 25 players on the roster and his coaching staff. He thought about all the other players, staff members and scouts he'd gotten to know since signing a four-year contract in October to manage the Tribe.
"What hit me was how much I already like these guys and how much I don't want to let (GM) Chris Antonetti down," said Francona. "It hit me and hit me kind of hard. I got nervous and it didn't go away."
"I love doing this," Terry Francona (with Tampa Bay's Joe Maddon on Friday) says of managing. "Sometimes it kills you, but I don't want to do anything else. That's the best way I can put it."
Chris Zuppa, Tampa Bay Times
Francona didn't sleep Monday night. He said he may have nodded off between 6 a.m. and 8 a.m., but he wasn't sure. This just wasn't opening day nerves, this is what managing does to Francona. It was the same after Tuesday's 4-1 victory. Francona went back to his hotel room, but sleep wouldn't come.
"I tried to sleep. I couldn't," he said. "About 3:30 a.m., I got hungry and ordered a club sandwich. It's just the way it is.
"I napped. I need to get a better system, but after 30 years I guess I'm not going to figure it out."
It's not like Francona is new to this. He's managed in the minors, winter ball and in the big leagues for 12 years. The Indians are his third big-league job. He'd love it to be his last, but there are few perfect unions in the big leagues.
It ended badly for him and the Red Sox in Boston in 2011. After eight years, two World Series titles and five trips to the postseason, he parted ways with the organization. People told him to take a year off to gain perspective.
"I used to laugh when people said that," said Francona, who interviewed with the Cardinals. The job went to Mike Matheny and perspective was forced upon Francona.
"I probably wasn't a realistic candidate, and they hired a great guy, but if they would have offered me the job, I would have taken it," said Francona. "But stepping back was probably good for me."
He worked as a baseball analyst for ESPN in 2012. He liked it. Made a lot of new friends and, in his own words, "was treated like royalty." But he couldn't stop thinking about managing.
"It's like I'm addicted," he said. "It's funny, I've been telling everybody that I took the year off to get perspective. ... I have no perspective.
"I love doing this. Sometimes it kills you, but I don't want to do anything else. That's the best way I can put it."
After the Indians beat Toronto in the opener, they did it again Wednesday, this time going into extra innings for a 3-2 victory. Thursday they lost, 10-8. Francona was the same after each game with reporters. He gave good, insightful quotes, but they were tempered by the reality that this is just getting started and that no one can really knew how it will end.
Winning World Series titles in 2004 and 2007 gives Francona a certain worldliness. He's a proven commodity in a business where that means a lot. A reporter asked if that gives him a certain amount of confidence when coming into a new job.
"I don't feel like I ever had to prove myself," he said. "Just do the best I can. When I got hired in Boston, I used to get it all the time back in Philadelphia. It was, 'why did they hire this guy?' I didn't change as a person. We had better players.
"I felt I did the best I could in Philadelphia. There were things I was really proud of there. It didn't show up in our record."
For Francona the sleepless nights have just begun. He'll try to catch up on an off day when he has nothing else to do. Or he'll wait for the off-season.
Right now, he couldn't be happier.
This week in baseball
Baseball is a game of threes. Three strikes and you're out and three outs in each half of an inning. Here are two more sets of threes to consider from last week in baseball. All stats are through Friday.
Three up
1. The Braves hit six home runs in their first two games after hitting 49 to lead the National League in spring training.
2. Baltimore's Chris Davis has 11 homers over his last 11 games going back to Sept. 26.
3. When the Giants receive their World Series rings Sunday at AT&T Park, they will wear gold jerseys and caps to commemorate their second championship in three years.
Three down
1. Reds outfielder Ryan Ludwick dislocated his right shoulder sliding into third base in Monday's season opener and will miss three months following surgery.
2. Roy Halladay struck out nine in 3 1/3 innings Wednesday against Atlanta, but needed 95 pitches to do it in a 9-2 loss.
3. After leading the big leagues with 25 spring victories, the Royals lost two of their first three games in the regular season.
Stat-O-Matic
Oh, so close: Texas right-hander Yu Darvish is the first big-league pitcher to lose a perfect game as late as 8 2/3 innings since Detroit's Armando Galarraga on June 2, 2010 against the Indians.
Pop at short: Baltimore's J.J. Hardy leads all big league shortstops in homers since the start of the 2011 season with 53. Asdrubal Cabrera is second with 42.
Open it up: CC Sabathia made his 10th opening day start, five for the Yankees, five for the Indians, Monday at Yankee Stadium in an 8-2 loss to Boston. He's 1-2 with a 5.80 ERA in openers.
Tribe Talk
"After (Mark) Reynolds hit the homer, they called the bullpen and said 'you're in.' I think everyone in the ballpark, including me, was surprised." — Joe Smith, who pitched a scoreless 11th inning Wednesday in Toronto to earn his first big-league save in 371 appearances.
The chart
Over the last 20 years, only three men have been the opening day shortstop for the Indians — Omar Vizquel, Jhonny Peralta and Asdrubal Cabrera. Here’s a list of Tribe shortstops who have the most consecutive opening day starts.
11: Lou Boudreau (1940-50); Omar Vizquel (1994-2004).
8: Joe Sewell (1921-28).
6: Terry Turner* (1904-09); Ray Chapman (1915-20).
5: Julio Franco (1983-87); Jhonny Peralta (2005-09).
4: Larry Brown (1966-69); Asdrubal Cabrera 4 2010-2013.
* — Turner was the shortstop for 14 Opening Days from 1904-18, but missed opening day in 1913.
Source: Cleveland Indians.